Sarah Goddard: creating artworks drawing from lived experience of sight impairment
and Long Covid
The colours, shapes, textures and patterns of the natural world can calm or enliven us, and I draw inspiration from them when creating my mixed-media abstract artworks.
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We all see the world around us differently and our experiences impact on how we perceive our surroundings. Being sight-impaired, I bring different perceptions and representations of the world to my art. I aim to embody the emotional experiences prompted by nature, and snapshots of the way I see the world.
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When spending time in green spaces, I enjoy the sounds and feels of nature as much as the sights. I am far more likely to hear birds singing that to be able to see them, and I enjoy feeling the textures of leaves, tree bark and other natural elements.; the landscape will be a blur, but a bright spot of colour will capture my attention, drawing me in closer to explore the details.
During my time as an artist-in-residence at The Wilson, Cheltenham's art gallery and museum, I created a series of landscape artworks inspired by local open spaces, and my walks to these places. Unable to drive due to my sight impairment, local open spaces are important to me, as they were to all of us during Covid lockdowns, when our excursions were limited and we were restricted to local exercise on foot.
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The larger landscapes that I created are designed to be hung on hinges so that they can be opened from the wall to reveal text on the reverse of the painting, describing my walk to the location as well as information about the space. My inclusion of park benches within these pieces nods to my experience of living with Long Covid since March 2020, and the importance of creating accessible and inclusive spaces for everyone to enjoy.
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I created audio recordings to be listened to alongside these landscapes. These audio recordings are based on field recordings from the sites that inspired the landscapes and my walks to them. These audios bring another element of the experience of spending time in these local spaces to the artworks.
Park Bench
Acrylic on cradled panel
20" x 16"
Pittville Park Benches
Acrylic on cradled panel
20" x 16"
Leckhampton Hill Bench
Acrylic on cradled panel
20" x 16"
Botanical bas reliefs
When I spend time I will often stroke wispy long grasses, gently touch soft petals and rough bark, or feel the shapes and textures of leaves. For me, the shapes and textures of natural elements are as interesting as their colours.
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This inspired me to create simple, monochromatic casts of natural objects, including flowers, tree cones and leaves. These pieces are designed to be touched, conveying the shapes and outlines of the original elements, while capturing their fleeting shapes and tactile natures as a moment in time.
Cotswold Lion
I also incorporated natural found elements within pieces that combine knitting with these elements. Knitting is a craft that was passed down to me from my grandmother forty years ago. The knitting is these works uses local wool from rare-breed Cotswold sheep. The Gloucestershire landscape that inspires me has been shaped over millennia by human activities, including the Romans bringing the “Cotswold Lion” sheep to farm locally for their wool. Natural and human elements run side-by-side in the environment, and I illustrate this by weaving them together in these pieces.
Fragile with Attitude
The Fragile with Attitude exhibition was held at Westonbirt, the National Arboretum, in April 2022. The exhinition formed a part of the larger Restorying Landscapes for Social Inclusion project from Sensing Nature and the University of Exeter. The Fragile with Attitude exhibition comprised art created in response to the landscape at Westonbirt arboretum by artists who face disabling barriers.
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Working with other artists who face disabling barriers was a pivotal time in my artistic journey. I didn't feel the need to justify my access needs and the challenges that come with living with a chronic health condition, but felt very comfortable working with this group of artists working in diverse media, from visual art to spoken word. This experience enabled me to begin the process towards creating more authentic work, embracing my identity as a sight-impaired artist, rather than fighting against it.
Oriental Plane: Stand Close; Look Up
Silk Wood
This large watercolour painting of an oriental plane tree combines a close-up of the tree trunk with a view in a different direction up towards the canopy of the tree on a sunny autumn day.
The two different perspectives combined together show views that you might experience if you were to get up close to the tree trunk, and then look up through the canopy towards the sky.
On the tree trunk is a dark grey plaque with white text similar to those found throughout Westonbirt Arboretum. The message on this plaque reads:
Platanus Orientalis
Oriental Plane
I stand on your street wearing bark like your warriors’ garb. My bark will soak up your pollution and, cleansing your city air, drop it in flakes on your crowded streets, to be swept away with your litter. Breathe deep.
Silk Wood is a one-metre wide artwork incorporating elements collected at Westonbirt arboretum in the autumn of 2021 alongside fluid acrylic painted elements.
As leaves lose the green chlorophyll pigment that allows them to create energy, the other pigments within the leaves become apparent, bringing to light the wonderful colours of autumn. These leaves have been dropped from the tree, no longer useful to it to provide it with energy. However, they show exquisite colours and beauty in their fragility. This links to the idea of disabled people being marginalised and disenfranchised within society.
Breathe collection
Breathe is an ongoing collection of artworks that I have created in response to my experience of living with Long Covid.
These paintings are inspired by the simple word "breathe" and what it has meant to me since March 2020. During my acute Covid infection, I struggled to breathe. As I began to recover, but continued to live with the symptoms of Long Covid, I had to relearn how to breathe, while impacted by the trauma of struggling so hard for breath during the fear of the early days of the pandemic. At the same time, mindfully paying attention to breath has been important, linking mind and body.
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These abstract paintings all include visual elements where dots and dashes or long and short lines are used to make out the Morse code for the word "breathe".